{"id":1754,"date":"2023-12-15T20:51:13","date_gmt":"2023-12-15T19:51:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.versebyversebible.cz\/?p=1754"},"modified":"2023-12-16T04:44:51","modified_gmt":"2023-12-16T03:44:51","slug":"job-kapitola-30","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/kniha-job\/job-kapitola-30\/","title":{"rendered":"J\u00f3b &#8211; kapitola 30"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>1 A nyn\u00ed se mi sm\u011bj\u00ed ti, kte\u0159\u00ed jsou v\u011bkem mlad\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e j\u00e1, jejich\u017e otci jsem pohrdl tak, \u017ee jsem je odm\u00edtl nasadit ke sv\u00fdm ov\u010d\u00e1ck\u00fdm ps\u016fm.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>nen\u00ed to p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 korektn\u00ed. nicm\u00e9n\u011b b\u00fdv\u00e1 to tak \u2013 nap\u0159. kdy\u017e do\u0161lo nap\u0159. ke komunistick\u00e9mu&nbsp;p\u0159evratu, se k&nbsp;moci dostala l\u016fza. Po komunistick\u00e9 kolektivizaci se dostali do veden\u00ed JZD lid\u00e9, kter\u00fdm by dobr\u00fd sedl\u00e1k nesv\u011b\u0159il ani pr\u00e1v\u011b ty psy<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>a J\u00f3bovi se stalo n\u011bco podobn\u00e9ho: nyn\u00ed, kdy\u017e je J\u00f3b &#8222;odstaven&#8220;, otv\u00edr\u00e1 se prostor pro ty neschopn\u00e9 kolem n\u011bho<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>2 Na\u010d mi tak\u00e9 je s\u00edla jejich rukou? Zralost u nich p\u0159i\u0161la vnive\u010d.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>z\u0159ejm\u011b: moje \u017eivotn\u00ed zku\u0161enosti, moje  zralost nem\u011bly mo\u017enost se z\u00faro\u010dit. Ti &#8222;n\u00fdmandi&#8220;, kte\u0159\u00ed v\u011bci p\u0159evzali po mn\u011b jich nejsou schopni smyslupln\u011b vyu\u017e\u00edt<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>3 Nedostatkem a hladomorem vy\u010derpan\u00ed ohlod\u00e1vaj\u00ed suchop\u00e1r uplynul\u00e9 noci, zk\u00e1zu a zpusto\u0161en\u00ed. 4 Trhaj\u00ed lebedu, list\u00ed z k\u0159ov\u00ed a ko\u0159en janovce, aby je zasytily. 5 Jsou vypuzeni ze spole\u010denstv\u00ed, k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed na n\u011b jako na zlod\u011bje. 6 Musej\u00ed p\u0159eb\u00fdvat v \u00fadoln\u00edm sr\u00e1zu, d\u00edr\u00e1ch v podzem\u00ed a skal\u00e1ch, 7 h\u00fdkaj\u00ed mezi k\u0159ov\u00edm, zalezl\u00ed pod plevelem 8 Bl\u00e1zni, ano bezejmenn\u00ed, byli vymrsk\u00e1ni ze zem\u011b.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>o kom J\u00f3b mluv\u00ed? Z\u0159ejm\u011b st\u00e1le o t\u011bch &#8222;l\u00fazrech&#8220;, neschopn\u00fdch zkrachovanc\u00edch, kter\u00e9 by v dob\u00e1ch sv\u00e9 &#8222;sl\u00e1vy&#8220; nezam\u011bstnal ani jako chovatele ps\u016f<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>ti jsou nyn\u00ed u vesla a sv\u011bt podle toho vypad\u00e1 &#8211; propadl se do b\u00eddy a chaosu<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>z\u0159ejm\u011b opravdu odstran\u011bn\u00edm J\u00f3ba z vedouc\u00edch pozic do\u0161lo v zemi \u00daz k p\u0159evzet\u00ed moci n\u011bjakou zavr\u017een\u00edhodnou skupinou &#8222;frustr\u00e1t\u016f&#8220;. Ti se za &#8222;norm\u00e1ln\u00ed&#8220; vl\u00e1dy nem\u011bli mo\u017enost prosadit, ale po jej\u00edm p\u00e1du se vyhoupli k moci a p\u0159ivedli zemi do \u00fapln\u00e9 zk\u00e1zy. Takov\u00e1 situace v d\u011bjin\u00e1ch nen\u00ed nijak v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u00e1. My ji zn\u00e1me dob\u0159e z dob komunistick\u00e9 nadvl\u00e1dy<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>9 A te\u010f jsem se stal jejich p\u00edsni\u010dkou, stal jsem se n\u00e1m\u011btem jejich v\u00fdroku. 10 Opovrhuj\u00ed mnou, vzdaluj\u00ed se ode mne a (nemaj\u00ed z\u00e1brany plivat mi do tv\u00e1\u0159e.)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>J\u00f3b: To jsem to dopracoval: ta ch\u00e1tra, kter\u00e1 se te\u010f vyhoupla k moci, si m\u011b te\u010f bere do \u00fast, mluv\u00ed o mn\u011b  s&nbsp;opovr\u017een\u00edm, ur\u00e1\u017e\u00ed m\u011b<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>(takov\u00e9 &#8222;Ps\u016fm ps\u00ed smrt&#8220; od &#8222;d\u011bln\u00edk\u016f&#8220; v\u016f\u010di Milad\u011b Hor\u00e1kov\u00e9)<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>jde o jeden ze zahanbuj\u00edc\u00edch rys\u016f toho, kdy\u017e se n\u011bkomu p\u0159estane da\u0159it \u2013 sesypou se na n\u011bj ti  m\u00e9n\u011b schopn\u00ed a \u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u00ed a za\u010dnou si jeho p\u00e1d &#8222;vychutn\u00e1vat&#8220;<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>11 Jeliko\u017e on rozv\u00e1zal m\u00e9 lano a poko\u0159il m\u011b, oni si p\u0159ede mnou povolili uzdu.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>[\u201eM\u00e9\u201c lze ch\u00e1pat jako lana jeho stanu \u017eivota, tj. zd\u00e1rn\u00e9ho \u017eivota, naproti tomu \u201esv\u00e9\u201c jako uvoln\u011bn\u00ed Bo\u017e\u00edch z\u00e1bran br\u00e1n\u00edc\u00edch lidsk\u00e9mu ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.]<\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><em>[Jin\u00ed ch\u00e1pou jako uvoln\u011bnou t\u011btivu (\u017d 11:2) v protikladu k Jb 29:20, tj. B\u016fh m\u011b odzbrojil]<\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>p\u011bkn\u00fd obraz poko\u0159en\u00ed: <strong>rozv\u00e1z\u00e1n\u00ed lana<\/strong>. Jak\u00e9ho lana? Asi kotv\u00edc\u00edho, kter\u00e9 t\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed u b\u0159ehu. Nebo m\u016f\u017ee j\u00edt o lano jist\u00edc\u00ed horolezeck\u00e9. Nebo mo\u017en\u00e1 lano, kter\u00e9 dr\u017e\u00ed pohromad\u011b bal\u00edk. <\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>kdy\u017e se rozv\u00e1\u017ee lano, bal\u00edk nebo n\u00e1klad, kter\u00fd j\u00edm byl ov\u00e1z\u00e1n, ten p\u0159estane dr\u017eet pohromad\u011b a rozsype se na cestu. Vysypan\u00e9 v\u011bci se zni\u010d\u00ed. To by vcelku mohlo odpov\u00eddat popisu J\u00f3bovy situace. V\u0161e bylo v po\u0159\u00e1dku, v\u0161e dr\u017eelo pohromad\u011b, ne\u017e p\u0159i\u0161la katastrofa<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><strong>povolili si p\u0159ede mnou uzdu<\/strong>: p\u0159estali si p\u0159ede mnou d\u00e1vat pozor, kontrolovat se. D\u00e1vat si pozor na pusu, na chov\u00e1n\u00ed. Chovaj\u00ed se, jako bych tady nebyl. Kdy\u017e u\u010ditel nem\u00e1 autoritu, d\u011bti se p\u0159i dozoru chovaj\u00ed, jako by tam nebyl. Ignoruj\u00ed jej, jeho p\u0159\u00edtomnost je nezaj\u00edm\u00e1<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>J\u00f3ba tohle potkalo \u2013 z autority se stal ni\u010d\u00edm<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">to, co m\u016fj \u017eivot pevn\u011b dr\u017eelo pohromad\u011b a v po\u0159\u00e1dku, bylo Bohem povoleno, a tak to se mnou nyn\u00ed vypad\u00e1, jak to vypad\u00e1 \u2013 kdekdo si na m\u011b m\u016f\u017ee dovolovat a otv\u00edrat hubu<\/mark><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>dalo by se tak\u00e9 \u0159\u00edci, \u017ee B\u016fh <strong>povolil uzdu zlu \u2013 p\u0159esn\u011b to se vlastn\u011b odehr\u00e1lo: B\u016fh m\u011bl satana m\u00e1 na uzd\u011b, ale pak mu ji (do ur\u010dit\u00e9 m\u00edry) povolil<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>12 Napravo povst\u00e1vaj\u00ed jako mladick\u00e1 ch\u00e1tra, podr\u00e1\u017eej\u00ed mi nohy, vr\u0161\u00ed proti mn\u011b sv\u00e9 zhoubn\u00e9 stezky.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>[Lze si pod t\u00edm p\u0159edstavit obl\u00e9hac\u00ed rampy (srv. NET, NIV), kter\u00e9 vedou ke zk\u00e1ze m\u011bsta.]<\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>mladickou ch\u00e1tru z historie i zku\u0161enosti zn\u00e1me: pouli\u010dn\u00ed gangy mladistv\u00fdch zapaluj\u00edc\u00ed auta ve francouzsk\u00fdch m\u011bstech, ale tak\u00e9 revolu\u010dn\u00ed \u00faderky \u010di boj\u016fvky hn\u011bdoko\u0161il\u00e1k\u016f, modroko\u0161il\u00e1k\u016f, BLM apod. <\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>t\u011bm se v\u017edy po &#8222;zm\u011bn\u011b pom\u011br\u016f&#8220; otev\u0159ela cesta k\u00a0moci &#8211; najednou hn\u011bdoko\u0161il\u00e1\u010di mohli rabovat soukrom\u00e9 vlastnictv\u00ed \u017eidovsk\u00fdch obchod\u016f nebo modroko\u0161il\u00e1\u010di majetek &#8222;ke\u0165as\u016f&#8220; nebo &#8222;kulak\u016f&#8220;<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>13 Mou p\u011b\u0161inu bo\u0159\u00ed, p\u0159isp\u00edvaj\u00ed k m\u00e9 zk\u00e1ze. Nen\u00ed p\u0159ed nimi pomocn\u00edka. 14 P\u0159ich\u00e1zej\u00ed jako \u0161irok\u00e1 trhlina, val\u00ed se jako zk\u00e1za.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">n\u00e1hle maj\u00ed voln\u00e9 ruce konat v\u016f\u010di mn\u011b zlo a nen\u00ed s\u00edla, kter\u00e1 by jim v\u00a0tom zabr\u00e1nila<\/mark><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">m\u00e1 zk\u00e1za je neodvratn\u00e1<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>15 Hr\u016fza se obr\u00e1tila proti mn\u011b, mou d\u016fstojnost pron\u00e1sleduje jako v\u00edtr; jako mra\u010dno pominula m\u00e1 sp\u00e1sa.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>sv\u00e9mu ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed nelze uniknout. Nen\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 &#8222;z\u00e1v\u011bt\u0159\u00ed&#8220;, kde bych se mohl skr\u00fdt<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>v\u011bci se r\u00e1zem zm\u011bnily &#8211; jako kdy\u017e se najednou se\u0161e\u0159\u00ed temn\u00fdm mra\u010dnem<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>16 A te\u010f je m\u00e1 du\u0161e rozlita nade mnou, dny sou\u017een\u00ed m\u011b zachvacuj\u00ed.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><strong>rozlit\u00e1 du\u0161e<\/strong> \u2013 to je p\u011bkn\u00fd obraz zmaru, deprese, bezv\u00fdchodnosti. Rozlitou vodu nejde vr\u00e1tit, jde o definitivn\u00ed ztr\u00e1tu a zmar. <\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><strong><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-red-color\">voda je nejpokorn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed kapalina &#8211; v\u017edy si hled\u00e1 nejni\u017e\u0161\u00ed pozici<\/mark><\/strong>, Tak je na tom i J\u00f3bova du\u0161e<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>17 Noc ze m\u011b vyloupala kosti. Neutichnou m\u00e9 hlodaj\u00edc\u00ed bolesti.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">ni\u010d\u00ed m\u011b permanentn\u00ed bolesti, br\u00e1n\u00ed ve sp\u00e1nku<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>18 Velkou silou se m\u016fj od\u011bv zm\u011bnil k nepozn\u00e1n\u00ed, m\u00e9 roucho m\u011b p\u0159ep\u00e1s\u00e1 jako obojek.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em>smysl cel\u00e9ho v. je v h. nejist\u00fd<\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><em>mo\u017en\u00e1 ho jeho od\u011bv \u0161kr\u00e1be a \u0161krt\u00ed<\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>nem\u016f\u017ee se p\u0159es od\u011bv po\u0161kr\u00e1bat? P\u011bkn\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed se zm\u011bnilo v hadry bezdomovce?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>19 Vrhl m\u011b do bl\u00e1ta, stal jsem se podobn\u00fdm prachu a popelu.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>J\u00f3b mluv\u00ed o Bohu: to On je za v\u0161\u00ed tou hr\u016fzou, jedin\u011b On.<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">B\u016fh m\u011b uchopil a mrskl se mnou do bl\u00e1ta \u2013 tam m\u011b za\u0161lapali. Jsem bezv\u00fdznamn\u00fd jako prach na cest\u011b, jako popel \u2013 nev\u00fdznamn\u00fd zbytek b\u00fdval\u00e9 sl\u00e1vy, kter\u00fd jen v\u00edtr rozfouk\u00e1<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>20 K\u0159i\u010d\u00edm k tob\u011b o pomoc, a neodpov\u00edd\u00e1\u0161 mi \/ Stoj\u00edm zde, ale nev\u0161\u00edm\u00e1\u0161 si m\u011b. Kdy\u017e (jsem se d\u0159\u00edve postavil k modlitb\u011b, m\u011bl jsi pro m\u011b pochopen\u00ed.)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">modlitba p\u0159estala &#8222;fungovat&#8220;. Te\u010f se modl\u00edm do pr\u00e1zdna. M\u016fj B\u016fh mn\u011b ignoruje<\/mark><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>srv .Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161ovo zvol\u00e1n\u00ed na k\u0159\u00ed\u017ei: Bo\u017ee m\u016fj, Bo\u017ee m\u016fj, pro\u010d jsi m\u011b opustil?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>21 Zm\u011bnil ses mi v krut\u00e9ho nep\u0159\u00edtele \/ zanev\u0159el jsi na m\u011b, stroj\u00ed\u0161 mi \u00faklady silou sv\u00e9 ruky.;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>Bo\u017ee, tv\u016fj postoj v\u016f\u010di m\u011b se obr\u00e1til o sto osmdes\u00e1t stup\u0148\u016f: z p\u0159\u00edtele \u00fahlavn\u00ed nep\u0159\u00edtel, kter\u00fd m\u011b krut\u011b pron\u00e1sleduje<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>22 Zvedne\u0161 m\u011b, posad\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b na v\u00edtr, nech\u00e1\u0161 m\u011b zm\u00edtat v bou\u0159i.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">uchopil jsi m\u011b, Bo\u017ee a uvrhl do centra hurik\u00e1nu, do mo\u0159sk\u00e9ho v\u00edru a bou\u0159e<\/mark><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">nem\u016f\u017eu nic d\u011blat, jsem zm\u00edt\u00e1n a vle\u010den okolnostmi<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>23 V\u017edy\u0165 v\u00edm, \u017ee m\u011b p\u0159ivede\u0161 k smrti, do domu setk\u00e1n\u00ed pro v\u0161echno \u017eiv\u00e9.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">je zjevn\u00e9, \u017ee sv\u016fj \u00fatok na mne chce\u0161 dov\u00e9st a\u017e do konce, \u017ee nep\u0159estane\u0161, dokud nezem\u0159u<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>24 (On jist\u011b nevzt\u00e1hne ruku do sutin, kdy\u017e p\u0159i sv\u00e9 zk\u00e1ze n\u011bkdo vol\u00e1 o pomoc.)<\/strong> <strong>n.: Co\u017epak \u010dlov\u011bk nevztahuje ruku po pomoci v sutin\u00e1ch? Nevol\u00e1 p\u0159i sv\u00e9 zk\u00e1ze o pomoc?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>bu\u010f:  A\u0165 mi je, jakkoliv zle, B\u016fh na m\u00e9 vol\u00e1n\u00ed nereaguje<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>nebo: co\u017epak to nen\u00ed p\u0159irozen\u00e9, \u017ee v\u00a0takov\u00e9m &#8222;srabu&#8220; k Tob\u011b  vol\u00e1m o pomoc?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>25 Zdalipak jsem neplakal nad t\u00edm, kdo pro\u017e\u00edval t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 dny? Nestarala se m\u00e1 du\u0161e o nuzn\u00e9ho?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">v\u017edy\u0165 j\u00e1 jsem b\u00fdval k trp\u00edc\u00edm soucitn\u00fd &#8211; co nyn\u00ed, Bo\u017ee, br\u00e1n\u00ed v soucitu Tob\u011b?<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>26 V\u017edy\u0165 jsem \u010dekal dobro, a p\u0159i\u0161lo zlo, o\u010dek\u00e1val jsem sv\u011btlo, a p\u0159i\u0161lo setm\u011bn\u00ed.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">s m\u00fdm \u017eivotem to dopadlo \u00fapln\u011b jinak, ne\u017e jsem \u010dekal. O\u010dek\u00e1val jsem \u201enejlep\u0161\u00ed v\u00edno a\u017e nakonec\u201c (jak se zp\u00edv\u00e1 v kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 p\u00edsni Svatopluka Kar\u00e1ska) a dostal jsem hnusn\u00fd &#8222;patok&#8220;<\/mark><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>(Je\u017e\u00ed\u0161 dostal na z\u00e1v\u011br sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota ocet).<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>\u010dekal jsem sp\u00e1su, radost ze st\u00e1\u0159\u00ed pro\u017eit\u00e9ho s Tebou a p\u0159i\u0161el prav\u00fd opak<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>27 M\u00e9 nitro bylo p\u0159ivedeno do varu a nem\u011blo pokoj, potkaly m\u011b dny sou\u017een\u00ed.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><strong>nitro ve varu<\/strong> je dobr\u00fd obraz tot\u00e1ln\u00ed zmatku, v\u00edru zmaten\u00fdch my\u0161lenek, dezorientace., ztr\u00e1ty pevn\u00e9ho bodu<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>28 Chodil jsem v n\u00e1\u0159ku ne v \u017e\u00e1ru slunce, ve shrom\u00e1\u017ed\u011bn\u00ed jsem povstal a k\u0159i\u010d\u00edm o pomoc.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>bloud\u00edm a na\u0159\u00edk\u00e1m po noc\u00edch<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>nestyd\u00edm se volat o pomoc ve\u0159ejn\u011b. Klidn\u011b si na krk pov\u011bs\u00edm cedulku: Hled\u00e1m n\u011bkoho, kdo mi pom\u016f\u017ee. Klidn\u011b si pod\u00e1m v tomto smyslu inzer\u00e1t<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>29 \u0160akal\u016fm jsem se stal bratrem, p\u0161tros\u016fm bli\u017en\u00edm.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>jsem jako zv\u00ed\u0159e, mezi lidi u\u017e se nehod\u00edm, nepat\u0159\u00edm mezi n\u011b<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>jako \u0161akalov\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed se po noc\u00edch plouhaj\u00ed po okraj\u00edch lidsk\u00fdch s\u00eddel<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>30 Z\u010dernala na mn\u011b k\u016f\u017ee, (hore\u010dkou (vzplanuly m\u00e9 kosti.))<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">m\u00e1m odpudivou k\u016f\u017ei a zm\u00edt\u00e1 mnou hore\u010dka<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>31 I m\u00e1 lyra je nalad\u011bna pro smute\u010dn\u00ed ob\u0159ad, pro hlas pla\u010d\u00edc\u00edch m\u00e1 fl\u00e9tna.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">tomu odpov\u00edd\u00e1 i m\u00e1 n\u00e1lada. M\u00e1m p\u0159\u00ed\u0161ernou depresi<\/mark><\/li>\n<\/ul>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1 A nyn\u00ed se mi sm\u011bj\u00ed ti, kte\u0159\u00ed jsou v\u011bkem mlad\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e j\u00e1, jejich\u017e otci jsem pohrdl tak, \u017ee jsem je odm\u00edtl nasadit ke sv\u00fdm ov\u010d\u00e1ck\u00fdm ps\u016fm. 2 Na\u010d mi tak\u00e9 je s\u00edla jejich rukou? Zralost u nich p\u0159i\u0161la vnive\u010d. 3 Nedostatkem a hladomorem vy\u010derpan\u00ed ohlod\u00e1vaj\u00ed suchop\u00e1r uplynul\u00e9 noci, zk\u00e1zu a zpusto\u0161en\u00ed. 4 Trhaj\u00ed lebedu, [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1754","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kniha-job"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1754","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1754"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1754\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1754"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1754"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/versebyversebible.hiseo.cz\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1754"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}